or not...

i'm gonna hold off on the reality tv train of thought for now, although i will mention that i have watched more antm episodes today/night than ever before, and my brain feels like oatmeal mush at the moment.

tonight was fun, though--jess and i got dinner and played photohunt at the cue bar, which is basically recessions (the favored hangout spot of last summer) with a makeover/a blue color scheme. it was good times; we gossiped and analyzed and came in 2nd place. not bad. and we learned that, "like partying, [photohunt] is better with friends."

ai, it is late. i got out of bed around 2:30pm today, and expect similar results tomorrow. the problem is, i actually have to work on monday from 9am-7pm--taking care of small children and making sure i don't kill or injure anyone. so i need to normalize myself quick, somehow. i was able to do this over the summer, right? anyway, i'm a little worried because i told jess that i would do a 1am leafletting action with her tomorrow/today (sunday/monday/whatever), which i'm now not totally sure is the best idea, but i still really wanna do it. i like feeling connected to labor and organizing even though it's not technically my job right now/i'm not in school running some big campaign. on the other hand, i don't wanna be a space cadet on my first day at work. dilemmas dilemmas...

ps, i like how the word "dilemma" is basically dil + my name.
ok. g'nite.